Ever have a dream that shakes you even after you wake up?
Last night I dreamed that someone we love dearly came to Daniel and I and told us that we owed them lots of money. That they knew we had some money set aside for the adoption, but that we needed to pay back this debt first. We had no idea that this debt was out there and that it needed to be paid back so it was a shock to us. I was in tears because we couldn't adopt since we had to pay the debt we didn't even know about first.
CRAZY DREAMS! I guess since we've heard about so many adoption situations and none of them have worked out then my subconscious is making up things to happen so the adoption won't go through.
Back to real life: The birthmom was supposed to have an ultrasound and check up yesterday, but I haven't heard anything yet. She is a tiny little thing and the last time she went for an check up they pushed her due date back to Jan. 14th. Every other appointment said her due date would be Jan. 4th. (If everything checks out ok she will have a C-Section two weeks before her due date...which is VERY common in adoption situations.) ***That would be as early as Dec. 21st!!! THAT IS IN 11 DAYS!!! OH MY!!!
:) :) :)